Ramble, Ramble

 

I like to think about going on adventures 

And exploring parts of the world

Like the abandoned places. 

I imagine 

The untroddened bridges

The forgotten fishing shaqs

The broken down, moss growing roller coasters.

All I want is to waste time with the places that grow old with time. 

To see on my own is 

one thing,

 but to experience and share with someone is 

Something I feel I would charish better.

Right now, we have just set foot on the path of learning everything about each other.

But I first need to learn how to have faith in you, 

as a friend. In the past I have been wounded by a few, but that doesn't mean you'll make the same mistakes. Trusting you is going to be 

The hardest of feats. 

I want to know things about you that you yourself don't even understand.

To have you catch me staring at you.

Not in some unnerving way,

But in an observant, gentle way.

I want to memorize everything about your face.

The shape and color of your eyes

Your jawline

The curve of your eyebrows

Even the high and lowlights of your hair

Just in case I lose the ability to see. 

I then realize, while I have all these wishful thoughts just about you,

It makes me wonder if 

You could possibly be wishing/thinking

The same things about me.

My track record shows that when it comes to guys, I want the impossible to 

Become possible.

But hey,

A girl can ramble right?